Wasted Energy
Tonight I'm pondering how much energy NOT doing things takes.
I am actively trying not to call/e-mail/text my (very recent) ex.
I am trying not to call a locksmith so I can see my new house for the first time since I put in the contract. (The owner is very apologetically overnighting the keys, but I want to see it NOW!)
I am not reading Conrad's Victory, which is due for discussion on Thursday. (Not to mention the secondary text and whatever else I'm supposed to be doing for my other classes.)
So what am I doing? Nothing. I have no energy left after not doing everything else! Someone distract me, please!